Wew, never thought it could be difficult to start writing again in my own blog. First of all, I’m still thinking that this thing is going public, but then again this thing pop out of my head and said what the heck, just say and write what you wanna say, and people might not read this, or eventhough people read this, it might not be as bad as you thought. It’s like learning to write again in my junior high school language lesson 
Well, however, I will try to write again here, some things that interest me.
An end is a beginning of something. When you finish your high school, then you’re going to the university or working. Like a serial thing, one thing leads to another thing. This topic is too damn good for me since I had just graduated from my study and ready to move on to the next step. Well, live your life girl! 
Archive for the 'fuzzy.me' Category
Visiting this page, I’m thinking, sometimes it can be quite difficult to start writing again. Not because you don’t have anything to talk about, but you just feel too tired to talk about it. It can happen, especially in work-life. Things can be so hectic and suddenly slow down at a time that you think you don’t have any idea left. That’s when, my friend used to say, that your string is too loose or too tight. Somehow, you need to adjust the string well that it can make good sound. Balance it somehow. I think it is not easy to keep balancing your personal-life and work-life for a long time.
The first thing that comes to my mind is research work. Like you have to work around 4 to 7 months for example, study and research about one thing for a long time can be tiring and boring. That is why people say that you should choose the thing that interest you most. Will you stand staying for the same thing over months or years even though it’s your most favourite thing? :] Something similar to this, like can you stand with the same boyfriend for months or years? :P There’s always something interesting or new, that is why you need to explore. Don’t be lazy, keep thinking and doing, and you will make progress without even realizing it. I never think I will be in this stage, coz somehow I was just doing it and want to get finish soon. But, a friend said that no need to rush, take your time and think thorough. Sometimes I think even though I already take some times to think, I used to forget one or two things behind Anyway, it minimizes that chance ^^ Good friends are always there to share their thoughts. Even tough at the end, you have to face it with your own strength, but you will always remember the process to get there.
Just opened my pictures, a.k.a photo collections in these past one year, and lots of things have been going on. It’s true that a picture can speak a thousand words. Memories are flowing in a blink. Sometimes I miss those moments, but I know they will never be the same twice. Through sad and happy moments, through the pictures, I can gather myself round again and continue the journey…
It’s hard, when you wanna say something but you cannot say it. It’s harder, when you say it but you say it oppositely. It’s even harder when you wanna deny it but your heart cannot. And you’re drifted away. Hopeless? No. Surrender? Hmm. I wanna say it, heartily. Nobody knows. Could I have the courage?! It’s just a confusing distracting fuzzy heart-think thing inside 
thank you, you’re very nice. i just remember you and all things you’ve said and done were meaningful to me, but maybe i just haven’t realized it =’) and now if i think bout it, maybe you do it because you care bout me?
left or right, black or white, coffee or chocolate, yes or no
choose ’em quickly without any doubt, then you know what you want, what to do, where to go, why you do, when, who, and all questions which might rise up then. have you been in that situation that you know all the answers? have you been so sure in your life that you’re able to answer all those things?
some says it’s not a matter of left or right, what matter is your destination. some says it’s not a matter of black or white, what matter is your intention. some says it’s not a matter of coffee or chocolate, what matter is your attitude. some says it’s not a matter of yes or no, what matter is your will.
when you do what matter, how’d they see it? some says they’d say whether you’re left or right, black or white, coffee or chocolate, yes or no.
and no matter what they’d say, you will know, smile, and say, hey, i’ve been there… ^^
dodol, terbuat dari apakah dodol itu? mm.. yg gw inget, bahan2 awalnya tuh cair, trus dimasak n diaduk2 sampe lengket, sampe jadi dodol ;p eniwei, masih blum nemu bahasa inggrisnya dodol itu apa?!? tulung bagi siapa aja yg tau bahasa inggrisnya dodol, bole dishare dunk =p
well, that’s what i’m thinking bout, dodol..
someone reminds me of “dodol” when he does silly things.. mm.. silly things for me might not be silly things for him =p anyway, silly things not only make me sad, but also can make me smile. it’s just silly, sometimes it’s done in purpose, but sometimes it’s not. the hard part is when you think it’s funny but it’s not, it’s quite silly too right?! so, why i use “dodol” word to describe such situation? frankly to say, i don’t know. mm.. when i should say “doohh”.. then it continues into “dooh dooh” then finally it continues to “doodoolll” =D wakaka.. anyway, it’s better to hear “dodol” then “doohh” right?! ok, i’ll stop talking bout “dodol” now. i should, otherwise i can say to myself “dodol d gw” (en: i’m one of the “dodols”) ;p hehehe..
Hello!
Well.. wow.. this is my first blog. Just try to have one to practice writing ;p Just adding another one of millions on the net =) See y around…
